**Lyfe as I Know it**: May 2005

BORED OUTTA MY MIND AND STILL SINGLE I WILL UPDATE LATER CAUSE IM WAY TO LAZY RIGHT NOW. hehe well leave a comment I guess. Oh yea someone told me they still like me so iono how thatll work out. and moms takeing me to family planning so I hope to GOD im not Pregnant or shell kill me and ‘someone’ else too. oh yea and umm I leave for Texas next week hopefully Kyle will be here either before I leave or after I get back in July. errgh well gotta go peace….

~*~NaToni~*~

hmmmm....

Hey. Well yeah I’m sitting in the learning center again being bored like usual. Reese is here today and I hope that I can MAYBE talk him into going out with me, but iono I hope I can. I went to Tiff’s after school yesterday with Kevin and Pappy called me so for like an hour of the time I was there me and him talked on the phone. Its weird how like he sits there, and says that he hates me, and all that crap. But then we act like we are still dating when we are alone or talking on the phone. I think its cute how he is still Jealous but at the same time I hate it because I cant have a boyfriend without worrying about him trying to beat them up. I mean he made a PROMISE to me that if I went out or did anything with anyone he knew whether they were his boy or he hated them he would fuck them up. So, yeah, well I’ve been thinking a lot about Texas and Mom and Boyfriends and all that stuff and I’ve decided that once summer comes I am going to Texas for like 4-6 weeks and I’m gonna try to get a job and earn enough money to bring Lynzee’s but up here. Then when I get back and me and mom have the new house I’m gonna try to stay away from Augusta when the summer’s over and school starts again. That was I can make new friends and try to get over certain people. I won’t stop talking to my friends but I won’t be around as much. This is only because I want to get over Pappy and I don’t really wanna deal with all the drama that me and him seem to have CONSTANTLY. Don’t get me wrong I still love him, I don’t know why, but I do. And there is a part of me that will always love him for some messed up reason. But I need to move on and try to find happiness again yes I do.
Well Onto the next thing.

Kyle James Sanchez. -Hey Kiddo. God I miss you like Crazy. I wish you were still around. I miss seeing your sexy Mexican ass. Hopefully when you get back up here I will be able to see you and hang out with you for a bit.

Justin David Tilkins. - Hey Sweetie. I miss you soooooo much you don’t even know. I wish I could come see you. Maybe I can you just have to let me know if I can or not. See if someone *cough Cough* hadn’t played with their phone they wouldn’t be in this situation. Ha-ha silly head. But I still love you no matter what. Well TTYL

Tiffany Jean Penny. -HEY SEXII OVER OBBSESSED WITH JUST IN FRIEND OF MINE!!! God I love you and I’m glad you don’t hate me anymore hehe. Well it’s a good thing we are friends now because I don’t know where I would be without you.

Kevin Andrew Tilkins. -Hey Wonderful. Gosh I see you like alllllllll the time it’s crazy. But I love it, well except you being the only one without Kyle and Justin because I miss them and you make it depressing when you are around and they aren’t. Lol I’m just kidding. Well Ill sees you in the hallways!!!! I love you *mauh*

Jenyfer Clark-Hello Beautiful!! Wow I love you so much I don’t know where I would be with out you. I’m so glad you’re around to help me with everything. I would be so fucked if I didn’t have you. Hehe you and your damn 8” black penis of course. Damn out Malado twins. Ha-ha I love you gurlie neva eva Change!!!
**I love my babies mamma Ill never let her go**

~*~NaToni~*~

Bored and STILL single

Hey Yall. What’s up? Not to much here. Being bored skipping with Kristyn, Lydia, and Mchaela. Its ok but kinda worried about getting caught. But oh well. I got a new phone and I love it. Its gonna be pretty in pink in like 2 days. So that will be kewl. I have 3 new ring tones on it and can still get 7 more and I have a new background and can still get 2 more or 3 I cant remember. Well lets see I have AIM on my phone but I can only have 30 people on my buddy list at a time. My number is 207-446-2761. You can call me all you want cause its free. I get Free Night 7pm-7am and Free Weekend and also mobile to mobile with US Cellular phones. So that’s kewl. The first phone bill we get is gonna be like 100$ lol but that’s ok. I hope I can get a job this summer or at least by next year when I’m a freshman again. Oh yea and I’m still single thanks to Pappy because like everyone is scare of him and he will beat anybody up that I do anything with or go out with so yea. Unless I get a boyfriend in Bath or like online or some stupid crap like that. So yea well. Its time for lunch SO I gots to go. I might think of updateing again later. Ok I love yall.
OMGH My boob like feel out of my shirt today in the hall it was funny as hell, good thing no one was around hehe. Oh well Payce.

oh yea and its been EXACTLY 2 months since we broke up longest ive been single in 11 yrs this is crazy!!
~*~NaToni~*~

Chillin,

Heya! Well Im chillin wit Alicia till momma gets home and then Im going shoppin I think lol. Well yea so I just woke up and I dont feel all to well. But Ill get over it. So yea. I dont know much to say nothing to much to talk about I guess. so yea well this is short. oh yea Im still single.... oh well I guess. thanks to Pappy. ERRGH i cant stand him!! Whatever though.

~*~NaToni~*~

hey Hey well heres this still to lazy to re-type

Got up took a shower went to school after changeing like 3 times. Then got to school left my bag with Jen then went to the computer lab typed my first thingy and then went to Wellness and then...Skipped 5th went to all 3 lunchs that was fun, skipped 7th went to the park and got food/drinks, went back rode the bus to Jens did chores then went to the skate park that was fun. Talked to Reese and Justin, hung out with Jen and yea. Well then me and Alicia decided to come to my house. So we went to Jens got my stuff went to Alicia's got her stuff stopped at subway and came here then I started this and it went away so I retyped this so yea. Well now we are going over to my friends and will be back later. Im Outyz. Paycerz

~*~NaToni~*~

Bored and Lazy

Thanks for the links Tiffy!!
I don’t feel like retyping anything different from my xanga on my blog so im just going to use this so you can get over it is you want to but here it is.
And yes I have big boobs THEY DON’T STOP GROWING!!! Ahh!!!

Hey. I’m sitting in the learning center again lol. Missing study hall. Being bored. I sawll Pappy this morning. It was ok at first, like he was being all nice and shit but then Reese asked permission to go out with me. Well Pappy told him it was ok and that he didn’t care. Pappy talked to me about it and was like so you hooking up with Reese, and I was like I don’t know and he was like WHY CANT YOU JUST BE FUCKING HONEST WITH ME?!?!?! And I was like I am being honest I don’t know if I am and he was like well he just asked me if I was cool with it and I was like oh and he was like I don’t care but then he was like I’m gonna hit him in the face at least once though. I was like whatever. So yea well he got mad at me and called me a bitch, and then was all mad at me and shit so yea and I was like I’m not letting this ruin my day I WONT LET IT RUIN MY DAY!! Lol so I think Imma have a boyfriend by lunch today :-P hehe well yea. I have bad news for those awaiting my arrival in Texas. Thanks to my father looks like it wont be happening until either August or December. So yea. Lnyzee is coming up but we still aint gotta house yet so yea that’s that. I aint got nothing for now. Oh wait Steve is talking to me again but I think Maranda is mad at me. And im mad at Alicia! Errgh well yea Im outyz paycers
~*~NaToni~*~

Well I cant type to much because its like 10:30 and I need to go to bed soon. So yea. Well after I was at the library with Jami earlier we went to the skatepark. NO ONE was there so we were walking back to Jami's and ran into Pappy and Ray. mom showed up and I convinced her to late me hang out for another hour or so. Well then Crystal showed up so we all walked back to the skate park and ALOT of people were there. Crystal was gonna beat up Alicia, Pappy beat up Brett, and Ray beat up James it was nutso. Well Pappy was being a big asshole to me but then he got nice again. I hate when he does that. Well after all the drama cooled off Mom showed up again and me and Jami came all the way out here to my house ( bath) well then mom took me to see a house that the guy already rented, which pissed us both off because it is REALLY nice so we are gonna look at another I think tomorrow. Well after we went to the house we went to Walmart and got, 2 Playstation Games, Computer game, playstation stuff b-day present for Joe alot of cards. Camera's, cards, cd, shoes and a couple other things. Oh and a new "accomplishment" is I now wear 38 DD. I HATE MY BODY ERRGH STOP GROWING DAMNIT. So yea well im outyz PEACE.

PS Im still REALLY mad at him for doing what he did to me. errgh
PSS JUSTIN GOT A BLOG!!! WHAT hello someone needs to give the midget details!!
PSSS KYLE UPDATE DAMN YOU!!!

Oh and I love yall!!! and I still hate being single!!
I might have a b/f soon though

Boring....

So yea well Justin is online right now but I have no way to talk to him because his stupid guest book thingy aint working and it really pisses me off. and I emailed him but he hasnt emailed me back. Well anyways.
Im bored and Have no Pepsi ( yes yes yes im addicted get over it) so yea well I found out the most heart breaking news of my life yesterday. It was bad and I hate him for it (if you ask I might tell but im not really allowed to so yea) anyways I really hate life expecially the single part about it. But oh well. If plans go right then I leave on the 6th heheh which is in like 18 more days. But Iono yet so yea. Well Lnyzi will be here and the 11th so hopefully Ill have a house by then and Maybe Kyle and MAYBE Justin will be around so we can have the old days back yea know. Well Im outyz its 2 and we gott bounce to the skate park PAYCERZ YALL!!

~*~NaToni~*~

Bored as hell in Study hall!!!

Well todays a SHITTAY day so far. Hopefully it will get better. I wish I had a boyfriend though I hate this whole single thing its pissing me off. I skipped Math today and I think they know so I think imma get in trouble for it. Well I have a headache and Brett is being an ass. Oh and Vanessa pissed me off! ergh well im outyz ill update tonight....

~*~NaTonI~*~

Early...

Its like 5:44 in the morning and imma be late for school because momma is just now getting outta bed. Well if summer plans go as they are supposed to then I am leaving June 6th. Thats in 21 days. Which also means that makes me have only 14 days left of school. I Deff am leaving in June but the 6th is not the totaly set date. Well I have to finish my hair makeup and shoesy stuff. I will finish this stuff lataz PAYCE

Im outtyz

~*~NaToni~*~

Cofused

I really dont know how to work this all to well but y'all will get over it! Well Im bored and tired and hungry so imma go hunt some num nums for my tum tums. Love y'all PAYCERZ

~*~NaToni~*~

BORED OUT OF MY MIND

I am like TOTALY bored out of my mind. Wow I dont ever update on here. I do on my xanga though. So yea well. Kyle,Tiffy, Jen and Kevin yall are prolley the only ones that will EVER read this so its all kewl.
Hey that makes me think. I can put things in here that I cant on Xanga. WOOT WOOT!
Well Im single its been almost 2 months it will be 2 months in 8 days and 1 hour. makes me kinda sad but whatever I guess.
OH HERES PICTURES!!!!!!!

my xanga- http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=duckydoodles08

Well im outtyz payce yall!

I miss you Kyle!!!

~*~NaToni~*~

Pictures

Wow Im stupid so I didnt know how to post the pictures all in one but there they are and you better like them you evil pplz you!! Errgh Im soooooooooo bored!!! So yea thats that. Im outy Paycerz!!

~*~NaToni~*~