Lyfe as I Know it

2006-12-27T21:17:00.000-05:00

Oh yea and I quit Burger king and got braces. For those who know me best my "extra" tooth is gone, well not really they took the front tooth and are moving the extra one forward. I dont have pics yet but I will get them... promise :-) now
LEAVE COMMENTS LAZY BUMS.... love yall

hmM

2006-12-27T21:15:00.000-05:00

Well its been a while. Its almost 2007. Schools not so great but who cares... I dont. Brandon and I have been together almost 7 months now :-) YAY!! He gave me a promise ring for Christmas.. YAY Oh by the way Merry Late Christmas, Well my pizza is done and Im hungry so byes!!

Overdue Update

2006-11-12T12:05:00.000-05:00

Wow its been a bit since I updated. Well Here I am In Woolwich Maine. My mom is home from Training and Ive been with my boyfriend for almost six months. School is 1/4 over and I still work at Burger King (not for long I cant stand it there just 2-3 more weeks) I get my braces on Wednesday :-D Ill post pictures :-P Hmm what else. Nothing really. I got honor roll (whats new?) Yea so thats about it. Not to exciting. I miss you guys (of course Im talking to Tiffy, Jen, Kevy, Justin, and Kyle y'all are the only ones that MAYBE read this)

Well thats all for now I will talk to you guys later. Much love Huns

~*~NaToni~*~

Boredddddddddd

2006-05-05T08:51:00.000-04:00

Hey Hey Hey!! Whats going on my lovelys!?!?! Im soooooooooooo bored. and I cant get on Xanga or Myspace and that sucks!!!!!!

Well Im in science :-( It pretty much sucks. I hate making Science fair projects. GAY!!

anyways Spring Fling is tomorrow and Im going with Nick :-)

I leave for home in 43 days :-D Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo excited yes.

Well I think I'll get going and mosey around online for like the next 30 minutes :-)

Just a quickie

2006-04-05T11:59:00.000-04:00

Hey Hey whats going on. I don’t have much time to chat cause I have like 5 minutes left on here. But yea. Well today is going pretty well I might say. I cant wait for tonight. Chicken and Stuffing is gonna be awesome. Oohhhh lordy I really hope he comes over if not I think I just might have to go nuts. Well that’s all. I’ll chat a bit later. Love yall all. Schools joyus today!

~*~NaToni~*~

2006-04-01T12:22:00.000-05:00

Hi I miss you I cant get you out of my mind I smile when I think of you <<~ Now that hott Oh yea pimpin with the duck I love you!!!Yea I know Im silly *wink* thats pimp Uh~oh

HmMm

2006-04-01T09:59:00.000-05:00

Well its been a bit. Im more on Myspace (www.myspace.com/natoni) and Xanga(www.xanga.com/duckydoodles08 ). Lets see. Single still been bout 2 months but i guess its ok. Id rather be single then with someone who I dont wanna be with cause I cant have the person I wanna be with. Ive been thinking about Justin a lot lately and I really miss him. Oye School is drama filled and really hard, but I have all A's and B's and Im doing great. OH yea. Last Saturday I was in the hospital for 14 hours :-( but im all better now. My kidneys tried to shut down on me cause they think their cool. but yea Im all better. Hmm lets see. oh yea were moving. Where... I DONT KNOW lol but somewhere. Spring break is in two weeks. I think Imma take a drive up to Houlten Maine :-P Oye Spring Fling is May 6... and I have no one to go with :-( and then Summer starts June 14 I believe maybe 15. Not sure. then I leave for Texas June 20 and come back August 15. Oye the joy I know right. Well thats basically all.

This is part of Justin's blog(It made me smile):

"NaToni- how are you these days.. so you broke up with whats his face.. thats too bad. you know if you need a rebound im always here for you.. oh shit i just remembered i live in fucking canada.. or close enough that it doesnt matter. "

^^but like I said your not a rebound.

Welp im outyz... PAYCE

~*~NaToni~*~

Oh the joys youve missed :-\

2006-03-16T09:59:00.000-05:00

Hey hey what’s going on? Not to much here. Sitting in lab, with Katheygh. Mhm Bliss I know. So yea well Travis is being really stupid right now along with a lot of other people…. I’m thinking now that maybe I shouldn’t have given up so easily with Justin. I should have tried harder. We could have made it I’m sure. But its to late to change that now :-( unfortunately I screwed that one up. :-( Oh well that’s cause I’m stupid and don’t think all the time before I pull stupid stunts. Let’s see… I got all A’s and B’s on my progress report hopefully I can keep that up,:-) !! heheh Yay go me! Im single (If you didn’t already know that) they blocked Myspace (cool knew that) but they also blocked Xanga :-( that’s gay :-( makes me sad/mad. Grrr. Anyways I have 20 more minutes in this class and I’m extremely bored. Gosh I don’t wanna go to history. Tomorrow will be worse because I have to go to chorus and see him smile at me all class like he normally does. Not that anyone cares that I’m a hopeless romantic that just desperately needs to find someone that will REALLY take care of me the way I need and not walk all over me like I’m a door mat in an open house :-\ but that’s cool cause I guess I let it happen even when I know I shouldn’t but that’s because I’m stupid and never learn my lessons which I should but I don’t and now I’m just rambling on and I don’t know why but its stupid and ERGH. Gosh anyways I’ll stop now. I love yall please someone leave me comments or something.

Hmm Tiffy you should give me Justin & Kevin’s number ;-) miss you girlie. :-)

NaToni~*~

Oh the Joy in my lyfe!

2006-03-07T21:07:00.000-05:00

Me and My Sissa Aerial <<< Trevor << hott dayum << Gettin my hair died.... <<Waiting to wash it out << letting it dry << what it looks like <<*That just me <<*hott holy dayum not <<**If only it were that simple <<Kiss to my bitches <<Im so addicted <<My Christmas card << Mohiba Ball <<Me and my lovely Sissa Aerial before Mohiba Ball <<Me Frankie and Momma <<Shirt I want cause its oh so true! <<Shirt I wanna buy *Someone* My Texas Bitch Ashley Gray~! << <<My Girl and Kevy <<Thats fucking HOTT! <<Pretty in Pink <<Oh the joy you bring me <<Jamie (R.I.P. 10/28/05) & FeFe <<The one and Only Francie! <<My Older Brother and Sister~ Joe & Heather <<That would be tha Shemexcylicious Dana!! <<The best~guy~friend a girl could ever ask for <<A lil sumthing (it was an accident the camera dropped when it was supposed to snap) hehe and last but not least....... *drumroll* <<My Best Friend in the whole world *best friend since '94* Ashley Ann Edwards.... I seriously would die without her!!!!

Whats new?

2006-01-12T21:22:00.000-05:00

Well lets see, last post i was all happy because I got back with Justin. But since then we split and Im with Travis. and Justin went back to Jessi. Oh Joy (note the sarcasim) im sorry i dont think shes good enough for him. I wasnt even good enough for him. He's so... iono perfect and shes not and yea. anyways. my relationship was kinda rocky for a bit that but I think everythings ok now. I think. Well Im having some problems. Well not really problems but theres this little thing that might be but we dont know but It feels it and well yea. So yea. Well everyone on here should read my Xanga and stuff cause im to lazy to update this all the time.

Im outyz for now...

happy day

2005-10-27T18:19:00.000-04:00

OMG Tiffy please DO NOT hate me for this but I think this has to be the best day of my life. I am soooooo sorry Tiffany I do not want to hurt you in any way, but I really do care about him and I really do want to get back with him....

Heres a part from his web site:
"Hows it goin everyone. Hmm so I talked to NaToni yesterday, its been a while since i talked to her. She lives in Bath now and she hangs out with Heather Rollins. Tiffy if you read this tell kevin that NaToni is friends with Heather Rollins. thats some crazy shit. But NaToni seems like shes gotten a little older, maybe a little more chill, maybe thats wishfull thinking but i saw some pics that she put up on the internet and shes lookin pretty good. I think im gonna give her a chance... again. Its gonna be me and her this weekend baby."

Fucking right!! yes mam I feel like im floating on Cloud 9! WoooHu!!! yay yay yay! I went through my xanga today and realized how much I really do care for him and I am so excited that I getting him back..... :-D woohu.

Ok I will shutup now. Love ya byez

~*~NaToni~*~

Again Im sorry Tiffy

PICTURES!!!

2005-10-27T00:57:00.000-04:00

PRETTY PIC
Me on the Phone with Justin
on moms Neon (that got wrecked)
Wow I can see my bra
hmm yea I know im funny lookin
hahah Tiffy LOVES this pic so I had to put it on here
hahah sad... MESSY ROOM and HORRIBLE Makeup
HEATHER ANN ROLLINS!! Look Justin its Heather
IGNORE BRANDON this is a really good pic of me at Homecomeing Oct8 2005

OMGH

2005-10-26T22:54:00.000-04:00

I can NOT believe that I Just talked to Justin Im like in Heaven its great I love it. I have to call him back in like an hour and 1/2 YAY!!

Only 9 more days!! Till I go see him!!!! YAY~!!!!

hehe this is gonna be AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yupp

So yea thats all

oh yea I HATE BEING FEMALE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I really do though

~*~NaToni~*~

2005-10-20T00:45:00.000-04:00

HEY!! long time no updateing on here lol thats because xanga and myspace take up my time in life lol. Well lets see hmm I go to Morse High and I live in Bath now. Ill be 16 in 4 months :-D lol excited. IM FINALY 5'0" hehehe YAY!!! Im in 9th grade again :-/ lots a drama in this tiny ass town and some stupid bitchs need their shit pushed in. Yupp Yupp
God lets see..... oh I miss you bunches Kyle I cant wait for you to come back because this time I aint leaving state anytime soon hehehe so I get to chillax with your mexican ass ;-) Kevin nice seeing you again love the hairyness shit going on ;-) lol Jen I miss you sooooooooooo much I need to see you again. Tiffy it was great being with you again I missed you alot. Me and my friend Heather are gonna rent a hotel when I come down to see Justin so I can still come see y'all. (ps tiffy I need to talk to you bout something :-/ )
and last but not least JUSTIN- O~M~G I miss you SSSSSOOOOOOSSOOOOOOOO much, it has been way to long. I got to watch video's of you Heather, Kevin and Joey singing in church you were such a cutey pie lol. God I can NOT wait to see you again Im coming down the weekend you do and renting a hotel room so I can spend the whole weekend with you ;-) lol boy do I miss you. Lol well if you can gimme a call 319-0101 or Ill try to call you sometime. I love you sweetie **mauh** ( I have to talk to you about something when I see you inna few weeks too so be expecting that one)

Well thats that check out my xanga if you want more updates www.xanga.com/duckydoodles08

I love y'all ~*~NaToni~*~

Survey....

2005-07-13T13:49:00.000-04:00

Which friend is the.....:
x craziest- Megan.:
x sweetest-Kartoon.:
x prettiest- Jenyfer.:
x smartest- Ashley or Robert.:
x girly- me or Jen T.:
x easiest to be grossed out- me!.:
x blondest- Me and Tiffy.:
x honest- Kyle and Jen and Tiffy.:
x trustworthy- Kyle and Jen and Tiffy.:
x sporty- Casey!.:
x animal lover- Ashley.:
x computer genius- Justin.:
x Blogger nerd- TIFFY!!.:
x funniest- all of them.:
x drama person- Jami and Alicia.:
x band person- Amanda.:
x person that always gets their homework done- Dunno.:
x flirtiest- Amber
**About your friends and past friends**.:
x which friend have you known the longest? Ashley.:
x which friend have you known the least? Amber.:
x who was your first best friend? Ashley Edwards.:
x is he/she still you friend? Not really.:
x which friend do you miss the most? Casey Renee' Rodrigue.:
x has one of your best friends ever moved away? Yea Casey.:
x who has the most classes with you? no one.:
x pick one friend and tell one of your favorite memories~Casey's b-day party... hahah that was a blast but I cant give Detail!!!

Which one of your buds is most likely to.....:
x be a teacher- Kiwi.:
x become a computer person- Justin.:
x become a stay at home mom- Bethie and Me.:
x live life on the wild side- Amber.:
x travel all over the world- my mommii.:
x become famous- Justin and Kyle.:
x fall in love before 20 – all of us.:
x become a sports star- Casey.:
x not go to college- Kiwi.:
x get married twice- can I say me… and Tiffy.:
x have 5 kids- me and tiffy.:
x become a telemarketer- Alicia .:
x be your best friend throughout your whole life- Dont know.:
x be at home doing nothing but eating and watching TV- Justin or kevin.:
x be a serious business person- Ashley.:
x become someone with a job that helps people- Jen.:
x end up on road rules or real world- Alicia.:
x copy and paste this survey on their Blog– hopefully everyone will

Survey....

2005-07-13T11:46:00.000-04:00

LONG TIME!!

2005-07-01T22:01:00.000-04:00

OMGH I never update this thing. Unless its something I dont want Pappy or Ashley or anyone Reading. Well Really only Tiffy reads this so I guess it dont matter.

Well lets see..... I was gonna get a tat but i was to chickin. I lost my best friend of 12 years but I dont care anymore shes a bitch. KYLE BETTER STAY IN MAINE TILL I GET BACK ON THE 1st!!!!!!!!!! Im STILL single. haha NEW record.... VERY new. I get back to Maine August 1st so hopefully I can chill with some people before summer actually ends. im getting a new car. and a house and drivers ed meaning my permit then my lisence in April. im going to Morse for highschool and I made it to 10th grade...

and most important of all I LOST MY DAMN PHONE AND PEOPLE ARE PISSING ME OFF ABOUT IT AND ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY!!! ERRGH!!

So yea. Well Tiffy COMMENT so we can talk. Ill call you as soon as I find my phone. Oh and umm have Kyle email me or something. I love you byez

~*~NaToni~*~

Missing People

2005-06-10T17:02:00.000-04:00

Hey Hey. Well I like being home again dont get me wrong but I deffiantly miss everyone in Maine. Pappy isnt talking to me anymore-Oh well long story if you ask Ill tell, I miss Tiffy and Jen and Kevin. I really miss Kyle and Justin and by the looks of it will be missing them for a REALLY long time and that sucks. but i guess no one cares. Forget this entry Im outys, paycerz...

~*~NaToni~*~

Texas... Bound

2005-06-05T15:43:00.000-04:00

well i leave tomorrow and you know what makes it worse. The worst part about it all.... is that the last time I saw pappy we were in a fight and then we talked for like 1 hour and then I just found out hes up in Charleston which means I wont see him until I get back. and prolley wont talk to him unless I can write him. Hopefully I can... if I do then Ill have to use a diff name if I send it to his dads because they would throw it away if I didnt... well yea so nothing else except packing... lovely packing. errgh I hope iono I lost thought. I have to go and finish this crap im outyz paycerz... comment

~*~NaToni~*~

"Study Hall"

2005-06-01T11:46:00.000-04:00

Hey Hey. Im really bored and sitting by this HUGE loser named Steve but I only came up here to visit with Traci, Jessica and Jen. Lol oh well. Im thinking about leaving after this period I really dont want to be here. Like Seriously I dont. Well yea so I dont know what to write oh yea guess what.....

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did you guess??

I didnt think you would.

I love **you**

bet you can guess who.... lol

Well im outyz Payce....

~*~NaToni~*~

2005-05-31T07:56:00.000-04:00

BORED OUTTA MY MIND AND STILL SINGLE I WILL UPDATE LATER CAUSE IM WAY TO LAZY RIGHT NOW. hehe well leave a comment I guess. Oh yea someone told me they still like me so iono how thatll work out. and moms takeing me to family planning so I hope to GOD im not Pregnant or shell kill me and ‘someone’ else too. oh yea and umm I leave for Texas next week hopefully Kyle will be here either before I leave or after I get back in July. errgh well gotta go peace….

~*~NaToni~*~

hmmmm....

2005-05-24T11:31:00.000-04:00

Hey. Well yeah I’m sitting in the learning center again being bored like usual. Reese is here today and I hope that I can MAYBE talk him into going out with me, but iono I hope I can. I went to Tiff’s after school yesterday with Kevin and Pappy called me so for like an hour of the time I was there me and him talked on the phone. Its weird how like he sits there, and says that he hates me, and all that crap. But then we act like we are still dating when we are alone or talking on the phone. I think its cute how he is still Jealous but at the same time I hate it because I cant have a boyfriend without worrying about him trying to beat them up. I mean he made a PROMISE to me that if I went out or did anything with anyone he knew whether they were his boy or he hated them he would fuck them up. So, yeah, well I’ve been thinking a lot about Texas and Mom and Boyfriends and all that stuff and I’ve decided that once summer comes I am going to Texas for like 4-6 weeks and I’m gonna try to get a job and earn enough money to bring Lynzee’s but up here. Then when I get back and me and mom have the new house I’m gonna try to stay away from Augusta when the summer’s over and school starts again. That was I can make new friends and try to get over certain people. I won’t stop talking to my friends but I won’t be around as much. This is only because I want to get over Pappy and I don’t really wanna deal with all the drama that me and him seem to have CONSTANTLY. Don’t get me wrong I still love him, I don’t know why, but I do. And there is a part of me that will always love him for some messed up reason. But I need to move on and try to find happiness again yes I do.
Well Onto the next thing.

Kyle James Sanchez. -Hey Kiddo. God I miss you like Crazy. I wish you were still around. I miss seeing your sexy Mexican ass. Hopefully when you get back up here I will be able to see you and hang out with you for a bit.

Justin David Tilkins. - Hey Sweetie. I miss you soooooo much you don’t even know. I wish I could come see you. Maybe I can you just have to let me know if I can or not. See if someone *cough Cough* hadn’t played with their phone they wouldn’t be in this situation. Ha-ha silly head. But I still love you no matter what. Well TTYL

Tiffany Jean Penny. -HEY SEXII OVER OBBSESSED WITH JUST IN FRIEND OF MINE!!! God I love you and I’m glad you don’t hate me anymore hehe. Well it’s a good thing we are friends now because I don’t know where I would be without you.

Kevin Andrew Tilkins. -Hey Wonderful. Gosh I see you like alllllllll the time it’s crazy. But I love it, well except you being the only one without Kyle and Justin because I miss them and you make it depressing when you are around and they aren’t. Lol I’m just kidding. Well Ill sees you in the hallways!!!! I love you *mauh*

Jenyfer Clark-Hello Beautiful!! Wow I love you so much I don’t know where I would be with out you. I’m so glad you’re around to help me with everything. I would be so fucked if I didn’t have you. Hehe you and your damn 8” black penis of course. Damn out Malado twins. Ha-ha I love you gurlie neva eva Change!!!
**I love my babies mamma Ill never let her go**

~*~NaToni~*~

Bored and STILL single

2005-05-23T11:53:00.000-04:00

Hey Yall. What’s up? Not to much here. Being bored skipping with Kristyn, Lydia, and Mchaela. Its ok but kinda worried about getting caught. But oh well. I got a new phone and I love it. Its gonna be pretty in pink in like 2 days. So that will be kewl. I have 3 new ring tones on it and can still get 7 more and I have a new background and can still get 2 more or 3 I cant remember. Well lets see I have AIM on my phone but I can only have 30 people on my buddy list at a time. My number is 207-446-2761. You can call me all you want cause its free. I get Free Night 7pm-7am and Free Weekend and also mobile to mobile with US Cellular phones. So that’s kewl. The first phone bill we get is gonna be like 100$ lol but that’s ok. I hope I can get a job this summer or at least by next year when I’m a freshman again. Oh yea and I’m still single thanks to Pappy because like everyone is scare of him and he will beat anybody up that I do anything with or go out with so yea. Unless I get a boyfriend in Bath or like online or some stupid crap like that. So yea well. Its time for lunch SO I gots to go. I might think of updateing again later. Ok I love yall.
OMGH My boob like feel out of my shirt today in the hall it was funny as hell, good thing no one was around hehe. Oh well Payce.

oh yea and its been EXACTLY 2 months since we broke up longest ive been single in 11 yrs this is crazy!!
~*~NaToni~*~

Chillin,

2005-05-21T13:42:00.000-04:00

Heya! Well Im chillin wit Alicia till momma gets home and then Im going shoppin I think lol. Well yea so I just woke up and I dont feel all to well. But Ill get over it. So yea. I dont know much to say nothing to much to talk about I guess. so yea well this is short. oh yea Im still single.... oh well I guess. thanks to Pappy. ERRGH i cant stand him!! Whatever though.

~*~NaToni~*~

2005-05-20T22:50:00.000-04:00

hey Hey well heres this still to lazy to re-type

Got up took a shower went to school after changeing like 3 times. Then got to school left my bag with Jen then went to the computer lab typed my first thingy and then went to Wellness and then...Skipped 5th went to all 3 lunchs that was fun, skipped 7th went to the park and got food/drinks, went back rode the bus to Jens did chores then went to the skate park that was fun. Talked to Reese and Justin, hung out with Jen and yea. Well then me and Alicia decided to come to my house. So we went to Jens got my stuff went to Alicia's got her stuff stopped at subway and came here then I started this and it went away so I retyped this so yea. Well now we are going over to my friends and will be back later. Im Outyz. Paycerz

~*~NaToni~*~

**Lyfe as I Know it**

hmM

Overdue Update

Boredddddddddd

Just a quickie

HmMm

Oh the joys youve missed :-\

Oh the Joy in my lyfe!

Whats new?

**happy day**

PICTURES!!!

OMGH

Survey....

Survey....

LONG TIME!!

**Missing People**

Texas... Bound

"Study Hall"

hmmmm....

Bored and STILL single

Chillin,

Lyfe as I Know it

happy day

Missing People